Tuesday, December 22, 2009
{ Tuesday, December 22, 2009 }
Wah for once i found the song that fits me in the perfect situation.
and i was like freaking shocked.
Haks , i`m gonna write the lyrics up .
And you`ll know exactly.
Avril Lavigne - Why.Why, do you always do this to me
Why, couldn't you just see it through me
How come, you act like this
Like you just don't care at all
Do you expect me to believe
I was the only one to fall
I can feel I can feel you near me
Even though you're far away
I can feel I can feel you baby
Why
It's not supposed to feel this way
I need you I need you
More and more each day
It's not supposed to hurt this way
I need you I need you I need you
Tell me
Are you and me still together
Tell me
You think we could last forever
Tell me
WhyHey
Listen to what we're not saying
Let's play
A different game then what we're playin'
Try
To look at me and really see my heart
Do you expect me to believe, I'm gonna let us fall apart
I can feel I can feel you near me
Even when you're far away
I can feel I can feel you baby
Why
It's not supposed to feel this way
I need you I need you
More and more each day
It's not supposed to hurt this way
I need you I need you I need you
Tell me
Are you and me still together
Tell me
You think we could last forever
Tell me
Why
so go and think about
whatever you need to think about
Go on dream about
Whatever you need to dream about
Then come back to me
When you know just how you feel, you feel
I can feel I can feel you near me
Even though you're far away
I can feel I can feel you baby
Why
It's not supposed to hurt this way
I need you I need you
More and more each day
It's not supposed to hurt this way
I need you I need you I need you
Tell me
It's not supposed to hurt this way
I need you I need you
More and more each day
It's not supposed to hurt this way
I need you I need you I need you
Tell me
Are you and me still together
Tell me
You think we could last forever
Tell me
Why
About to head out with priya and the rest.
I can`t just stay home and rot everyday.
Going shopping tomorrow with mommy , simi , and bal.
Yay , girl`s day out : D
And i know that i don`t have to pay for anything i like , cause mom`s there.
If i were to open my eyes to reality , i realize my life isn`t really that bad.
I don`t need someone beside me , or maybe that`s what i think.
Well , simple .. i`ll go back to my old ways , playaaa :D
I don`t mind playing with hearts , well all`s fair .
I got mine broken , and how can a broken heart be broken again?
I`m fine btw , dont keep thinking i aint.
Brokenbrokenbroken.
But no , i`m going to show everyone i`m strong.
Though i very well know i`m not.
I know every time the name`s mentioned i`ll feel as though something poked my heart.
But i wont show that i`m affected.
I know when i`m alone , all the memories good or bad will make me cry , but i`ll still live.
Imma let nothing affect me.
Cause everything fades away within time .
Even hurt , and i know one day this will go away , and when it does that scar will appear
And then it`ll remind me i once loved you.
But i know for sure , not all scars leave behind a permanent mark.
Hopefully this does`nt either.
But i guess we have to still see each other no matter how hard we try to avoid each other.
If i`m gg over to meet ur bro , or u all come over.
It`s okay , i already thought about that.
I`ll act as if i`m met you for the first time.
I don`t even have to talk to you.
Yeah yeah , u ask why like tht.
but u know it kills me inside to even write my decisions down.
Well i`m heading out .
Tata`s .
& I wanna be able to look at him , smile and say Hey, what`s up ... without me dying inside.
SharenCAUR! (:
